addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
exam-induced sore throat
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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guestbook
wake up, go to sch, sit for papers, come home, eat, study study study study omg study, go home, sleep. and it starts all over again.
okay so now my brain feels fit but my body feels dead. now i am sick sick sick with a darn sore throat. killing me. i was dizzy during hist paper and i swear if it were not for perseverence learnt from tri, i would have just konked out on my desk.
i don't even wanna think about what kinda marks i'm going to get because it's just a terrible terrible thing to think about. although i owe my life to carmen kell dee joo and qing for helping me with my history. if not, i really had intended to leave my four pieces of foolscap blank. hurhur. or maybe write lame jokes on them and submit it.. how fun that would have been.
last min chionging in canteen proved to be very educational. and now i finally understand what the heck has been going on. but then after awhile i got unproductive and started bingeing because i am stressed and stressed people like me like to stuff my face even though i am already so freaking fat. then i started prancing around and hyperventilating while doing a physics question. omg physics really cheered me up. i don't believe this. i think my love for it is really THAT strong. i think i'm crazy actually.
okay i am unhappy :( very very unhappy.
like i told joo- "LIFE IS ABOUT GIVING UP!" hahaha.
NOW PAT GO GET PHYSICAL WITH PHYSICS.
the pot is gonna kill me if he finds out my current state of body. mwaharharhar. actually i'll kill myself first (: